I want to see

(This draft was dictated into my phone one day - probably summer 2014 or even 2013 - as I was weeding the garden - I remember it was warm and I was sweaty and I heard Sage say "see see see" and this was the thought process it inspired)

Very often these days sage will hear something and she'll say, "see see see". The thought occurred to me the other day that this is what faith is - having a desire to see. Like sage, there's so much I want to see -  i want to see what Ryan does at work, I want to see how my kids act at school. I want to see what the future holds.  I want to see the things I do not understand. But this is what faith is - to continue and to progress in that desire without having to see. I have faith that Ryan does good work, I have faith that bel is kind to the different kids in her class, I have faith that Jack controls his temper at school. I have faith that the future holds good things - though I don't see these things I have faith in them